The Journey Inward

When conflict arises,
My heart feels the scare,
I'm tempted to wall off,
But know I should share.

When my heart feels the scare,
Reactor kicks in,
I know I should share,
But old records win.

In place of Reactor,
I find a New Me,
I recognize Old Self,
But choose to be free.

When I choose to be free,
I act, not react,
I embrace the New Me,
And feel the impact.